admitted....

last thursday nite, admitted in GH @ 11pm due to the show of blood stain without pain/contraction...
after several checkup, doctor said it’s not the time yet but i still need to be admitted to the ward for further observation or in case the time to deliver will come..
friday morning, no contraction happened, but the blood stain still there...
doctor decided i could be discharged by the evening and need to come to the hospital whenever i feel the pain/contractions occur after this...
so, discharge from the ward @ 3pm n friday...

May Allah give me the strength and patience in the waiting....

Menunggu hari....

cerita ttg prkmbgn diri dan si kecil, mggu ni genap 36 mggu pregnancy..
Alhamdulillah, kelas peneman bersalin dah pegi...InsyaAllah dengan izin Allah bolehla en. abg temankan saya semasa bersalin...terdetik jgk kt hati..agar si kecil keluar awal..xsabar rsnya nk tgk dia...
ramai yg tnya2 cuti 3 bulan ke? em...InsyaAllah 2 bulan je rasanya sbb en. abg kata xyah cuti lama2...ikutkan hati mmg la nak cuti 3 bulan...tp, kenala ikut ckp en. abg sbb alasan dia bernas huhu...
regarding works....em..InsyaAllah will be settled..
harap maafkan kesalahan dan keterlanjuran saya...doakan keselamatan saya dan si kecil ye kawan2....

tak keruan...

xtahu la skrg ni rasa hati xkeruan..mcm2 benda yg jadi...dugaan dtg utk menguji keimanan seorang insan..klu x, xtaula setakat mana tahap kita beriman..
kadang2 kita rasa berat sgt ujian yg dtanggung tp sebenarnya xseberapa pun berbanding org lain..ujian yg kita hadapi ..bila direnung2 mmg mengingatkn kita benda2 yg kita terlupa..saje lupa..sbb tu la kna muhasabah diri..
tp bila benda yg jd bertimpa2 mmg goyah hati ni, xlari dr rasa kecewa dan sedih...ya Allah..sesungguhnya aku ini hambaMu yang lemah dan kerdil....kpdMu shj selayaknya aku memohon dan merayu..